Atlanta Vampire Alliance [AVA]

[Ezona]

As I mentioned in my intro, I am questioning if I am a psi vampyre or not.

My reasons for questioning this are:

You see, every time I speak to a psy, I start questioing if I am one. I never do that with any other type of kin other than back when I was questioning what I was (I so far know that I am a therian/angelic). Also, often I get very hyper and stimulated around people, as well as just feel like I have alot of energy. While when I am alone around no one, I get depressed and tired. I remember often my friends would get tired around me, when they spent the day with me. Still do sometimes. I can see auras, and often feel like I can easily feel energy. I am also empathic. Always have been. But what gets me is that I seem to give off energy to most that I ask.


However, one psi vamp reasoned that I could just be giving that illusion off as I have just fed at those times. He said that that happens to some psis.

I also was doing a reading for someone one time, and I hooked up to them psychically. After a bit, they started complaining of being tired. I felt fine. Possibly better than before.

I told one friend whom I knew who was familiar with this concept. She said she wouldn't be surprised if I was a vampyre.


So, these are what I have so far. Any suggestions would be welcomed.



Thanks,

-Ezona

[siege]

Ezona, no one can really tell you whether you're a vampire. You have to determine that for yourself. But here's a starting point: a lot of non-vamps can manipulate and feed on energy--even accidentally. What distinguishes vampires from these people is that we need the energy--we have an energy deficit which requires that we feed.

[Ezona]

Yes, I do feel like I need it. I often get tired and depressed, and then when I do feed, I feel better. I feel energized and no longer depressed. What I am doing is seeing if that helps control my mood swings, depression, and fatigue. If it does, would that be an accurate way to say that I am? If not what would be some better ways to figure it out for myself?


Thanks,

-Ezona

[Eclecta]

Hi Ezona.. As Siege mentioned it is the deficiency that sets us apart from those who practice Reiki etc..

I know when most of us begin to question whether we are vamp or not, that we usually try to find someone who can say for us, "Yes this is what you are." However, as Siege already said, you are the only one who can answer that question. We can offer you support if you are, and answer any questions you have, should we know the answers, to help you decide for yourself.

Feel free to ask any questions you may have about specifics and we will do our best to help you with answers.
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[zero]

[Eclecta]

Zero gives good advice.
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