Atlanta Vampire Alliance [AVA]

Lorack · Joined: 09 Jan 2007 Posts: 68 Location: Clovis Cal.

ill never forget it.
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nightchild · Joined: 14 Oct 2006 Posts: 1127 Location: Belgium

Still something's remain a secret when tio awaken still there are many doors which will appear.
So for to survive sometimes secrecy is needed till all the answers are presented themselves for this many still dwell within the shadows. What ever you do with it or how you speak of it still one musr be carefull of whom you speak to or how you put words out.
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who dares not speak his free thoughts is a slave.Euripides

Lorack · Joined: 09 Jan 2007 Posts: 68 Location: Clovis Cal.

Nadia115 · Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 9:36 am Post subject:

Not sure if I am. I have had dreams. I have I guess basically had signs. The whole things happening for a reason thing. Finding that you have all these signs and they place you in the middle of this path stumbling around, and grasping for answers. I keep thinking that I am more in denial than unsure really. More trying to tell myself nah..proabably not so, than actually really being unsure. trying to convince myself that there is no way or a possibility that I could be mistaken. I really don't know if that makes any sense.

With that being said, i have no idea when it happened. For the longest time I was too busy finding out that things I could see and do, others could not. I just always though these things were normal for every one. Then noticing that they were not I had to then deal with all of that. Such as seeing others thoughts or hearing them...spent most of my life afraid that others could do that with me. Which this began at a very young age. So when I found out others could not do this..I was busy trying to figure out what next. So what is wrong with me? This will probably scare people so what do I do? Crap..this means I have to deal with this on my own. Then fighting the feeling of being all alone because of it because I could not really share it. Amongst other things I can see and do. Just an all around mess for as long as I can remember...
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Eclecta · Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 11:58 am Post subject:

Nadia, post your dreams for me in the "dream" section.

It's not so hard as we originally think it is when we first begin to realize we are different. We think that must mean we have to live completely different. That isn't true. Minor changes are all we really need.
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Nadia115 · Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 1:12 pm Post subject:

I'm about to run to the store but will be happy to post my dreams for you when I get back. Some are really kind of out there...
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Eclecta · Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 2:00 pm Post subject:

That's quite alright Nadia. I'm just curious is all. I'll even "try" to interpret for you if you like. No promises I'm very accurate tho.
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Nadia115 · Posted: Wed Jan 17, 2007 7:15 pm Post subject:

Sorry. I got home and had a million things to do. Thats fine. If you want to try to interpret them, feel free. I know I have hit a brick wall LOL. Anything to help really would be appreciated. Wink

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I sell mirrors in the city of the blind~Kabir